Tee: American Boulevard// Shorts: local store// Blazer: Pull&Bear// Shoes: Asos// Bag: Nessa// Necklaces: Pull&Bear, Stradivarius
Caution: It's rant day.
First things first - this outfit was for a particularly good day. Leon and I were together, we had a late (late) lunch with pancakes involved and walked around Macau without a care in the world. It didn't matter that we woke up late and missed our trip to Hong Kong. Nothing much ever matters as long as we had each other right? Hahahahah...your cue to barf. Just a simple suit-like combo with leather shorts, oh, and white shoes to even out all the black. I thought it went quite well, don't you?
Now, I want to rant today, because my life lately has been one shoddy day after another. I just find life to be so unfair lately. You know that saying 'when life gives you lemons'? Yep, life decided that I had been too complacent and has proceeded to throw barrelfuls of lemons on my head. Everything has been wrong lately. Luck's a fickle bitch, as they say. I, for one, am one of the most luck-deficit people you would ever meet. It's not as if I'm the unluckiest person in the universe (I'm not, and I'm grateful), but it's always happened that I would get a few months with extremely good luck, all at the same time and for more than one reason, and then suddenly the world will turn and I will pay for all of it. 2011, for instance, I had six months of extremely good fortune - I got my dream job, met my boyfriend, got to travel, had a big life epiphany that made everything better...yeah amazing right? And then six months later I was broke, I got into a serious accident, lost my job, and got alienated from the friends I have had for many years. And the cycle goes on. Every year.
I just wish I had a fair chance, a little here and there, because when it happens all together I can't cope. I don't want to get into any details but believe me when I say I would give away everything I have just to make it stop. Not all is lost though, sweeties. I'm trying to focus on the little things that still make me happy. I'm trying to cope. But it just seems so overwhelming. I know in a few months I'll look back and just laugh at the absurdity of the situation I had put myself into. But that day is not today. So wish me luck, I'll need it =)
See you soon,